. take back your life.

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 00:52:40 GMT

so...i'm getting married.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 02:21:50 GMT

i am posting on my journal.

for kim.

and everyone should listen to regina spector.

and/or iron and wine.

I saw NIV and you didn't...SUCKAS

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 18:38:26 GMT

Yeah, thats right. This weekend i danced it up to NIV live. N frickin' IV. One of the best moments of my life. I also saw bloody sunday, seventh star, in due time and 10 33. So much good hardcore. I also saw copeland and brandtson and further seems forever. and P.O.D. that was actually super fun. Jason Moody from NIV said that next year they're hoping to have a new album and a show at cornerstone. That also got me excited. Anyways...18 hours is a long drive. Time for more sleep.

for you from me

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 20:57:21 GMT

The graduation festivities are finally almost over. All but convocation. it's going to be so boring. Three hours of drawn out crap that no one really cares about. But the after grad thing that was before grad was super fun. Went places, did stuff. I spent majority of the night with one of the most amazing/beautiful/awesome girls i've ever met. and the best part was that she was someone else's date. i got to wear a sweet new suit which was awesome as well. i just did an oil change and got oil all over my face. i'm not very good at oil changes. tomorrow's cornerstone. so excited. so many bands and so much good merch. i can't wait.

- - - listen to the last song of that cd i gave you cause thats the way it is - - - 2548000 call me sometime - - -

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 20:49:45 GMT

DOES ANYBODY WANT TO COME TO DASHBOARD AND THRICE AND THE GET UP KIDS IN GRAND FORKS WITH ME?

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 22:30:58 GMT

yesterday was park and moneen. so much fun. the full blast was suprisingly good. and that bass player was amazing. and the singer swung his mic alot. i'm a big fan of swingin the mics. park was up next and sucked. they were allright but so boring and the guy couldn't sing cause he had a cold, and you couldn't hear the bass, and there was too much kick goin through the system. basically the sound man sucked and they were boring. but when moneen came on everything changed. that lead singer guy is nuts. they're all nuts. and amazing. i loved it how he made all the effects like on the cd. so good. today i played guitar with carla. that girl is positively the best singer ever. and so cool. and good looking. the awesomest.

And when I fall asleep your all that I see...

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 23:04:34 GMT

Kurtis came home on monday. it was good to see him again after like 5 months. i can't wait until my recording stuff actually works and i can record stuff. sweet sweet hardcore will be made. we got new cars. they came from the auction and were a good price. we're selling one of them so if anyone wants a 98 red cavalier call me up. church on sunday sucked, janessa we must go somewhere on sunday. but scott will not be there, but whatever. lynlea i don't know if i will be going to the show. but if you for sure are then i probably will too. and if anyone wants to go snowboarding i will go with them. if i can get money. and if we go to falcon. because its cheap there. yup,yup,yup cheap there it is. i watched land before time 1 the other day. good movie. chek it out.

...I don't need a crew to validate myself...

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 18:29:04 GMT

so...thursday night...best night of my life. well almost. i went to the comeback kid show. simply amazing. well except for that super crappy metal band. they sucked. and hurt my ears. but when comeback kid played it was amazing. scott wade gave me the mic. like right into my hands!! the only part that was bad was the beating i got from being in the pit. but whatever. it was worth it. me and scott and others were discussing how much better it would have been if lynlea were there. but alas she wasn't. i got a pin. thats all, because i'm broke. the guitar player, the bald one, scares me. he's just so tough. anyways...goin to a wedding today, should be a good time. tomorrow is church. wanna go somewhere fun janessa? by fun i mean church. ummmm...yeah. i'm out.

...but home is nowhere

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 04:46:15 GMT

snowboarding on saturday. good times.

this is me falling on my rump

here's Scott gettin huge air. he actually did get some air. just a crappy pic.

the chairlift up

i hit this rail and fell right off. but it still looks pretty good.

at the end of the day i still sucked. and probably always will. but i could care less.

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 08:37:53 GMT

i'm an effing jerk, and i'm sorry

..please forgive me..

and so it begins...

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 07:51:18 GMT

Another year has finally come. For that i am glad. Maybe now i'll start using this thing more often.

if only i had words to complete these feelings.

...do you like long drives, and brown eyes, and guys that just don't quite fit in...

Mon, 26 May 2003 16:28:27 GMT

You're taking all the space up in my head
With all the things that we could do and
All the things that could be said
It's hard for me to understand
The way I feel about you and the way it
Made me feel to hold your hand

Am I running out of time or am I at the
starting line?
I know I missed the mark yet I just need some
sort of sign

My words don't come out easily
So I will tell you honestly
No one wants to spend
Eternity alone....

.hold your breath because you'll only make things worse.

Thu, 22 May 2003 21:22:11 GMT

I hate it when people deceive you. They come off as someone they really aren't. Someone you can trust and can talk to freely about anything at all. Then you learn the truth. I hate people like that. I also hate people that move from one person to another. You know who i mean. From one guy to the next, without even caring at all for them. Just wanting the sex, or other related things. then you try to deny it but...oh...nevermind, it must be you make-up blotching...on your neck. Frick. I'm so angry at the state of our world today. Where did morality go? It seems that all we as a human race can think about is alcohol, drugs, and sex. That disgusts me. I could go on forever about this. but i'll stop here. goodnight.

we won't stand for hazy eyes anymore

Sun, 18 May 2003 04:35:07 GMT

i finally got this livejournal. i've been waiting for so long. i thank christopher muchly. i haven't really figured out how to use it yet but thats just a matter of time.